哥哥的生日

我最最最最最最最最亲爱的哥哥.....生日大快乐！！！XDD

愿你永远开心^^muakzzzzzzzzzzzz~~

我今天期待了一整天  以为可以去Jogoya吃  结果计划泡汤了

可是没关系  我不介怀  因为只要能够开开心心吃一餐  我吃什么都OK^^

所以我们最后的决定是-------FATTY CRAB~

可是啊  原来FATTY CRAB改了名  变成WILLIAM CRAB 了=.=

名字改了，水准也变了

食物quality也变质了  没有以前来得美味了

本来今天我的心情是很兴奋的  可是吃到一半时  妈咪说了一句话

就一句话  我的心情大跌！搞得我食欲全消  所以说真的  我吃很少

我真的很不喜欢  为什么要说那些话来扫兴啊？

算了....=(

看图吧^~^

等待中~^^

在车上自拍^^

哥哥的礼物...samsung电话....羡慕！！>3<

难得哥哥肯拍照..当然拍多谢咯^~<

哇~~~哥哥竟然主动扮可爱！！真是可爱的哥哥~！XDD

发现哥哥好可爱哦~

我当然不会放过自拍啦~^^

吃花生的哥哥^^

好多鱼啊~呵呵

拍拍拍~XDD

好专心地刮椰子肉哦~认真的男人最帅！XDD

这个椰子肉也是哥哥帮我刮的哦^0^~好甜哦~

salad豆腐~YUMMY

炒饭~

其中一只可怜的螃蟹...吃进我肚子里了>.<

回家切蛋糕~
妈妈忘记哥哥不吃cheese cake的..买错了...可是我爱~哈哈
所以这个蛋糕"益"我了XD
搞到好像我生日酱~XPPP

拍张照片留恋~

GOOD WISHES~

寿星仔~

本来哥哥吹了蜡烛的，但是他换气吹过
妈妈要求他一口气吹完~
所以他吹了2次蜡烛~所以  有2次愿望可以许吗？XDD

还有...我穿上了那件很可爱的睡衣~^~^
就这样度过了一整天^^

MIDVALLEY again ! hehe

I slept a lot in class~hehehe

they said me sleep too much... like a PIG =3=

but I really LOVE to sleep.... it's damn ENJOY~ ^0^

I did an Embarrassing thing today

I entered the wrong class!!

OH GOSH!!

no wonder I saw SR1SCD class at "5th" floor   =.=

But I still keep in blur , I never think that I was get wrong way!

Finally I opened the door which I thought it's my class's door and I saw someone who I dislike..

Then I stayed at there 3seconds....

I thought...WHY ALL OF THE PPL IN CLASS SO STRANGE????

After 3 seconds...I WOKE UP!!=3=

I said sorry to the class(SR2C)and closed the door  immediately....!!

OMG!!damn FISH!!

I heard the WHOLE CLASS LOL when I left..!!

I felt that I was SO STUPID!!ishhhhhhhhhhhh!!>3<

I went Midvalley after my school with my dearest mom and Ryne!!^^

We ate SUSHI TEI at The Garden~woah~it's YUMMY~hoho^0^

I saw Burberry bags~~But there have no my favourites style~

So I didn't buy it~=3=

There's no more these kind of bags~T~T   haizzzz~

I had not enough time to shop AGAIN~T^T

But still bought somethings..teehee~ ;p

 I bought 9 pieces of T-shirt at F.O.S~It's RM135 here^^so cheap^~^

Both of this also bought at F.O.S~ just RM27~cheap also^0^

Sport Bra bought at Jusco~RM49.90 each..Got abit expensive~But it's comfort^^

What a CUTE pyjamas~bought at Jusco also^^ just RM19 ^^I like it~!XDD


Just finish cooked the soup just now^^
I think I have potential become a good mother~XDD~LOL
Good Night=)

SPOT CHECK but LUCKY DAY~! 20-7-2011

本来上着国语课的

无端端来了一班不速之客

学长+训导.....=.=

真是扫我上课的雅兴~

本来还想睡觉的...

结果睡觉就因为那该死的SPOT CHECK泡汤了！

真是紧张到我啊...脚震....=~=

不过很幸运的是....我过关了！！XDD

高二最后一年都有spot check..

都不知道到应不应该高兴=3=

去了一趟MidValley...wohoooo~~

真是大丰收啊！！XDD

好久没买得那么爽了~！XD

只怪时间不够，不然我买得更满足！=3=

Adidas Sneaker^^RM350❤

cotton on..RM69 不值得，但我喜欢~！XPP

我的战利品~！❤

最近看了2部戏

恋空❤

男主角不是很帅，女主角不会很美

但他们的互动很甜蜜

虽然他们的演技不会很好，很棒

但就是无可否认地，很吸引我~

结局好悲，真令人心疼=(

泰国戏--初恋这件小事❤

这部戏，有点像《恶作剧之吻》

女主角为了得到男主角的注意而努力由丑小鸭变成了天鹅

差真多~

但是，这部戏的男主角更帅！更gentlemen~!

多久没看过那么养眼的男生了？XDD哈哈

多帅气多可爱的男生啊~

一出场就俘获了一票少女的心❤~！

但是电视剧就是电视剧

永远都那么完美

现实中永远不可能存在~o(︶︿︶)o

God...I feel really down and  stress recently...

Since I was born..I had never cried as many time as this year..

Feel really disappointed to myself..

How come I became failure??

I am a loser in everything...

I am very scare that I cannot get a great and excellence result in my SPM at bottom..

I tell myself every time..I should study hard..work hard...DO NOT lazy anymore.!

Trial is coming soon..there is 74 days left...

VIVIAN!! YOU HAVE NO MORE TIME FOR REST!!

Pls take SPM seriously! Pls pay much attention on your studies! Pls concentrate on your text book!

Shopping is useless..watching television is meaningless!
My dear friend ViJan...wrote on her blog that :

Find something deep in our life..that we leave and always forget it.

We have our own hands to give ourselves a BIG CLAPS..!

Yes, I know..THX A LOT MY FRIENDS~

I SWEAR..I WILL CHEER UP..

I WILL ACHIEVE MY GOOSE DREAM~!

I will tell everyone my SPM result with proudly later..!!

I feel lonely....

I cried I sad I disappointed alone..

nobody know..nobody understand..nobody comfort..

Even though YOU..

I need your care..I need your love..

But not just talk with me sometimes..this is not equal to love..

How long time we don't outing together??

I miss the time when I was little..

I always be with you and brother..

If someone ask me:"Do you love your family?" at last time..

I will answer with surely..YES! I love my mom and my brother very very much..

But now..I just can tell them that I like my family..

I lost my LOVE...I can't get it back..

Where is my love gone?When did it away?

I don't know..

Mom..did you really care about me?

You had just care about..Have I done my housework?

Housework is the most important thing in your mind..

If I don't do it..

I am not a good girl...right?

Why?

You never trust me..

You never believe me,,

You said everything SURELY..you have never ASK me if you're not sure..! NEVER..!!

I said I don't..you said ok..but I know..you never believe it even though you said you trust me..right?

Mom..I was very very love you when I was little..Really!

But now I scare you more than I love you..

Is it my problem??

You said that you love me.. is it real?

I don't really feel it..

What is the "love" you mean by?

Actually I felt that I was more happy when I be with my friends..but not with family..

Why I will feel worried and stressful when you're beside me ?

Do you know that I feel really lonely..

Every time I back home..nobody there..

I told myself.."it's ok..never mind..you have your own place right now!"

I bought my dinner alone..I ate dinner alone..I watching TV alone..I did everything alone...

Do you know about that?

NO! YOU'RE NOT!

Everything is my problem..right?

Everything is my fault..right?

I'm the most useless daughter in this world..right? 

YES...I know................

mummy..I need your care...

低落的心情

心情最近好低落  其一 接受不了我的成绩  其二 突然觉得我的目标越来越渺茫   很疑惑 自己到底是为了什么而活？ 人生既然没意义  那继续活下去也没意思啦  每天毫无目的地度过 其实我不喜欢这种感觉 会让我感到很空虚 每次说HWAITING HWAITING..... 是真心的吗？ 说了又如何？ 有改变吗？ 有真正FIGHT吗？ 读书好累 但是却不能放弃 读书好难 但却需要继续坚持下去 因为这无谓的社会 看的永远就只是那张无聊的文凭 成绩就是一切  什么分数不分数的  非常地不公平  烦死了 成绩A等不代表做人同样A等 这道理人人都知道 但又有多少人真的可以放下成见？ 每次都想起妈妈 觉得自己很不孝 辜负了妈妈 但是知道了 觉悟了 又如何？ 自己不做出改变 一切等于0..  给自己一个承诺好吗？ 跟自己约定好吗？ 答应自己好吗？ 不要再颓废下去了 好吗？
这两天 我旷课了 第一次连旷两天 或许我心已经疲惫了 尝试放弃了

我压力好大 我第一次考试考到哭 我好怕好怕 如果SPM不及格怎么办？

如果人生说放就放那么简单那该多好 我可以放弃吗？

我觉得好辛苦 好痛苦 好绝望 可以不要走下去了吗？

其实我应该庆幸我没有勇气  因为这样我才没有自杀

这是没有勇气唯一的好处

平时的我 嘻嘻哈哈 呵呵哇哇 地笑喊着 但 我真的开心吗？

我每次逼自己往好处想 就算多么地不想 不甘愿 我都强迫自己乐观面对

应为只有这样我才得以减少自己的痛苦 况且笑着总好过哭丧着脸吧？

每次嬉皮笑脸的 是不想把自己的负面的情绪带给身边的人 我宁愿做个开心果

又有多少人懂？多少人看得出？没有..

自己哭过就好 把自己的情绪收起来 就笑着度过吧

不管如何 生活就是这样 有喜就有悲 就这样吧

人生就像洗脸 左手拿着洗具 右手握着杯具

ALL OF THIS DEPENDS ON YOURSELF...

VIVIAN....CAN YOU PLS CHEER UP??

就算不愿，也也要带欢乐给身边的每一个，这就是人生