I feel lonely....

I cried I sad I disappointed alone..

nobody know..nobody understand..nobody comfort..

Even though YOU..

I need your care..I need your love..

But not just talk with me sometimes..this is not equal to love..

How long time we don't outing together??

I miss the time when I was little..

I always be with you and brother..

If someone ask me:"Do you love your family?" at last time..

I will answer with surely..YES! I love my mom and my brother very very much..

But now..I just can tell them that I like my family..

I lost my LOVE...I can't get it back..

Where is my love gone?When did it away?

I don't know..

Mom..did you really care about me?

You had just care about..Have I done my housework?

Housework is the most important thing in your mind..

If I don't do it..

I am not a good girl...right?

Why?

You never trust me..

You never believe me,,

You said everything SURELY..you have never ASK me if you're not sure..! NEVER..!!

I said I don't..you said ok..but I know..you never believe it even though you said you trust me..right?

Mom..I was very very love you when I was little..Really!

But now I scare you more than I love you..

Is it my problem??

You said that you love me.. is it real?

I don't really feel it..

What is the "love" you mean by?

Actually I felt that I was more happy when I be with my friends..but not with family..

Why I will feel worried and stressful when you're beside me ?

Do you know that I feel really lonely..

Every time I back home..nobody there..

I told myself.."it's ok..never mind..you have your own place right now!"

I bought my dinner alone..I ate dinner alone..I watching TV alone..I did everything alone...

Do you know about that?

NO! YOU'RE NOT!

Everything is my problem..right?

Everything is my fault..right?

I'm the most useless daughter in this world..right? 

YES...I know................

mummy..I need your care...